1week

It's been a week and I haven't cried... I've felt like crying usually when I'm not alone, so I don't. I was at "work' yesterday and it was bad. I had to do stuff so I put myself to physically work when my baby fell asleep, and to get my mind off of all that, or at...

Tom Petty & The Heartbreaker

Well I won't back down, no I won't back down You could stand me up at the gates of hell But I won't back down Gonna stand my ground, won't be turned around And I'll keep this world from draggin' me down Gonna stand my ground and I won't back down [Chorus:] Hey baby, there...

24

24. I 24. I am 24. I am 24 years old. I AM 24 years old. I am ONLY 24. ONLY 24. I hate myself so much for being the way that I am. I am so frustrated with myself. I feel like slapping myself in the face and yellin "Wake the fuck up!" or...

still dwelling

After not having read a single thing, other than the Parents magazine, for who knows how many months, I finally read 2 novels this past month. It feels like I've just taken a breath of fresh air, and given a nice long sigh after having an unfamiliar weight on my chest. At the same time though,...

Speed Stick

Martha picked up a Speed Stick deodorant, took the top off- without minding the pharmacy's employee stocking inventory behind her- and took a quick whiff. That's the one she wanted. She smiled and tossed it into the basket. She always liked wearing Men's deodorant. She never liked those "girly" scents, she liked the cool-just -got-out-of-the-shower...